So Low Bays

In case anyone is wondering where my videos went, I realized how little anyone actually cared about what I was doing and I had to confirm to myself that I was creating music for myself first and foremost and not to be seen or to receive affirmation from others because even though I want that, I need to know it's not the only thing I'm seeking for when making music. I genuinely enjoy the music I make, creating and listening to it. I genuinely think it's great. But I also genuinely desire to be heard and to feel useful and valuable to others and that has never happened for me in my life. Maybe one day if I can prove to myself that I actually am making music just for the fun of it and for myself then maybe... maybe I'll care to share it again just in case there might be one person whose day I could possibly brighten with it. Until then, adios amigos.