alyssa20091

I hold on tight as my breath gets pushed away.
Is this the last day?
Will I keep hurting myself with all the pain thats giving me life?
I might just end it here and now.
Fuck all my friends just FUCK YOU TOO.
I don't fucking understand why this bullshit of a life keeps living.
Who the fuck am I!?
WHY THE FUCK IS LIFE SO HARD.
I JUST WANT TO BLEED EVERYTHING I GOT AND LEAVE!
KILL ME THE FUCK NOW!
GIVE ME A GUN, KNIFE, SOMETHING! PLEASE! IT'S AT LEAST ONE THING YOU CAN DO!
WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH!?
WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME!
No one fucking talks to me anymore..
JUST STOP BREAKING MY HEART! YOU KNOW IT'S FRAGILE!
FUCK YOU.
-Alyssa
6/25/11

Please dont hurt my feelings. I have a fragile little heart thats been broken many times. Hold it with your life.

You can hate me, you can love me. Most people choose to love me. I really dont care anymore. I get hurt many times, I dont understand why. I wish I could put a forcefield around my heart.
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Icon- me

•Nickname: Bunny

•Alyssa

•Gender:Female

•Birthday:June 10

•Age is quite a number

•Sexual orientation: Bi-sexual

•Relationship Status: _______

•Cell Number: 440-458-2569

•Crush on me? Lemme know:
crush: http://thiscrush.com/~alyssa20091
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Burried Feelings 2-8-11

Why must I cry tears of blood?
They burry my feelings way in deep
Love-
Life-
Happines-
With a knife in my hand, and a bullet in my mind.
All my feelings are left behind.
I really do love him.
But, its never really going to matter.
Ill just keep screaming intill I shatter.
No one can really hear me, thats all i say.
I dont deserve love everyone just keeps running away.
Just please love me thats all I ask.
Goodbye world... I knew it wasnt going to last.
-Alyssa Germano
MY poem dont fucking steal it.
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Someone asked me today if i missed you. i sighed walked away and wisperd "so much"....       
Dont you wish you could fade away so no-one would remember you?

cracks in the concrete show no matter how strong you are you can always be broken...

dont you wish you could look in the mirror and see nothing...

POEMS:
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i'm dieing-
suffocating,
still crying-
waiting,
for you to see-
i came,
for you to hear me-
call your name,
in a crowd-
you stand out,
i shout out loud-
i want out!
finally-
you see me,
finally-
you hear me,
but its too late-
i grabbed the gun,
it was fate-
it was fun,
but it didnt last-
your smile tu