suffering from social anxiety disorder,i hate my life,i have no friends cause i cant keep em.i remembered im having this problem since i was in 5th grade,but came to know last year that this is called social anxiety disorder,my family dont know that i have this problem ,even though they know im "Strange",i feel like im messed up,im software engineering student,i cant able to attend my college regularly,i dont want to live like this got something to do before i committ something..