love to cuddle and im way way romantic and sweet....im in shape and love to write poems to girls...lol sounds funny but true cuz thats how sweet i am....

PAIN

how do u kno when its over,
when the pain goes away,
when the blood stops flowing,
and ur life just slips away.

leaveing u in peace and joy,
satan putting u in ur place,
finally happy,
finally u belong.

sooo when dose it end?
when dose it go to hell?
well i kno for me its right now,
wit the ring of this bell...*pulls trigger*

FOR DEATH

fuck my life,
fuck this stupid world,
fuck my parents,
tonihgt i rest in the underworld.

happy and cold,
always feeling pain,
no one to love,
no one to say my name.

rest in pain,
never get any peace,
fuck my fuckin life,
no one likes me, im just some beast.

love is dead to me,
theres no one for me,
i just rest alone,
no one to hold me.

pain is all i feel,
runs deep in my veins,
satan move over,
im takein control of the reins!!

HOPE U LIKE THIS POEM THAT I WROTE

she smiles and laughs,
i walk and grin,
she looks at me not knowing,
the shit iv been in.

beatin and slaped,
my childhood sucked,
living wit parents,
who never gave a fuck.

but she makes it all dissaper,
she makes the evil go away,
just kissin her soft lips,
makes my heart race away.

she doaent kno the pain,
that pain thats in my life,
she is the best thing ever,
shes the one that made me put down that knife.

so i sit here and smile,
thanking god i got her,
never turning to that blade,


Pain doesn't hurt when its all you've ever known."

ANOTHER ONE I WROTE

walkin in the rain,
nothin to feel
but the pain,
oh that pain.

it runs through me,
all over my body,
makin me cry,
makin me wanna die.

she was everyhtin to me,
she made my life not suck,
she made me smile,
ahe made my happy and not give a fuck.

now here i walk,
head down,
wrist slit,
not to much but a lil bit.

blood falls off my fingers,
i cry and frown,
the thoughts just linger,
it feels like my world is upside down.

finally i fall,
blood all around,
looking at the sky,
blood surounds the ground.

now i die,
i get my final wish,
died wit out love,
died wit her piture in my fist...

Cutters' Lullaby

Go to sleep, and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have borne.

Silver metal, shine so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.

The moonlight's shining off your
tears
As you bleed out your own worst
fears.
So tonight when you start to cry,
Whisper the Cutters' Lullaby:

Hushabye baby, you're almost dead.
You don't have a pulse and your pillows
red.
Your family hates you, your friends
let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife, its all
that you need.

Rockabye baby, broken and scared.
You didn't know that life would be
this hard.

Time to end that pain that you hide so
well,
And down will come baby, straight
back to hell.


MY MASK
This mask I wear,
she serves me well,
she hides my pain,
so they can't tell.

They see her smile,
never my tears,
she shows no sorrow,
she fights all my fears.

They believe she is me,
if only they knew,
that she is my mask,
my saviour too.

My scars she hides,
behind laughter and lies,
she say's she is fine,
but slowly she dies.