Im a freak, and you should stay away from me... No but really, most of the time I act like I'm insane or on acid because, I feel very distant from reality, everything to me is at times a big movement, that just keeps moving, and layers of feelings go over top of each other as they move, so I tend to make things more intense, or do extreme expressions so I can feel something, because sometimes I feel as if I connect to another world that consists nothing of this world, as in beyond emotions, and physical existence... I think its nirvana, and when I connect to that, I connect so deeply that I find myself not feeling a part of this world as in individual, but its as if I vanish into everything and nothing, and become one with it. I accept everyone for who they are, but sometimes I wont for complex reasons that could lead to possibilities that lead to some sort of positive intention. I don't like to use social skills, because It feels insane, limited, and bounded. I don't like to fight, I would either run away, or just take a beaten, I don't usually put myself in those positions... (Other than people not liking the way I dress)...

I'm a metal head. A very, serious... not as in "YEAH MAN METAAAAL \m/", as in.. "This is metal, why the fuck doesn't anyone take this seriously". I love all metal, I have a list of bands I like. I dress like what most people call a goth, but I'm just REALLY, really, into metal, Think of it like this, I'm basically a symbol of metal, and I will always be... I also play guitar, drums, bass, piano/keyboard, violin, and I sing death vocals, and operatic vocals, but main instruments are guitar, drums, and vocals..

Don't expect anything from me, because in that kind of way, I'm completely insensitive, and I don't care, because I just come as I am. I'm very sensitive, and I tend to get attached to people easily if I life them. Like many others, I strongly dislike judgmental people, and not all of them are wiggers, I see metal heads talking about wiggers as if they were all a bunch of assholes, I have lots of "Wigger" friends, don't judge me because the way I dress, I'm a good guy, and I have good intentions.

I like having friends and all, its just that sometimes its not enough, I cant hold my friends, I cant kiss my friends, I cant take any of them out into a forest and show them my world... I cant show them everything thats within me, and sometimes I feel like I'm holding allot in.

Fear is the illusion of the absence of love, your a beautiful person, and I love you with all my heart, and Im always here for you (to anyone and everyone).

I believe that the world is going insane, and killing each other, I watch it everyday, people have lost such a deep connection within themselves, and I may sometimes look too deep within you, you may find me almost staring into your soul, but as a human, I really want to see you as you are, the impurities around you are not what make you, those parts I have a hard time accepting, but I try. I love you