Hey guys, SO SO SO sorry I've been away for so long! I've had a lot I've needed to deal with. I don't think people ever plan on "leaving YouTube" and it just sort of happens.

For me, I just didn't want to think about my ED anymore or have anything to do with it, so I stayed away from any and all things that forced me to think about it. Avoidance much? I had spent so much time online and on YouTube thinking about it, talking about it, and it was all consuming and I was just so tired of it.

Also, with my housemate around all the time, I haven't found convenient times to record, and I just didn't even know what I wanted to talk about anymore. The comments I was getting and my channel just grew into something I wasn't sure about and I just got really busy and occupied with other hobbies.

Currently, my harddrive failed and I reinstalled Linux on my new one, which my webcam is not compatible with. I thank everyone who was concerned and wanted to keep in contact, and I will be back to making videos soon, once I figure how to get my webcam working or once I get Windows back. I have a lot to talk about and catch up on. Scary times in my life, and I don't feel like being alone much anymore.

Also, just so you know, I took down MOST of my old videos because I just got really paranoid, if I'm being honest, of people I knew stumbling across it. YouTube is a smaller community than we believe it to be, and I just didn't want anything especially incriminating or details of my ED out there for the world to see anymore. Perhaps I can also think of it as that chapter of my life being closed, and the new vids I will upload a new chapter to document.

- March 18th 2008