when i look in the mirror, i see a disturbed girl, i see a girl that jsut wants to be loved, i see a girl that seeks deep revenge, i see a girl that jsut wants someon to understand her pain, tell me waht do u see when u look in the mirror?
fav band/singer, evensecnce and linkin park


i watch alot of anime and i really like it.some peopel call me emo so i jsut go along wiht it i dont really care what u call me as long as it isnt bad. my name is Cheryl. i know it is a name for people on the new * and lets go to Cheryl for the wheather report*lol but no. i want to be a vet when i get older i love animals and my fav animal is called the bobcat. i think the bobcat look squishy lol ^^. i hate wen poele look at my outside and walk away thinkin taht i ama bitch. ya i can be bitchy but who doesnt. i am a very nice person when u get to know me ^^



my moto is

i live only to see my furutr if it anything like my past or presnt i would have wished i would have died. -.-

the clouds rain beacus eit cries. when i look at the rain it reminds me of all my sandess and sorrow. i love the sound of rain it calmns me .

i rememeber when i was the sky queen
i remember being happy
i remmeber being free
i remember almost touch the top of the sky
i also remeber whe the chains raped around my rists
i remember when my tear turned into a giant abis
i rmemebr being pulled down
my wings where shattered
i remember my last breath befor u pulled me under
i remeber tring to swim to the top
i remember everyone pushing me down
i remeber my chain get shorter
i remeber alot
but my happiness is gone
my freedom is gone
iam now bond by chians
not able to return to my sky
i am no longer the queen of the sky
i am the queen of sadness
iam the queen of sorrow
i am the queen of revenge

.....REVENGE. ..
i lok down apoun u
i smilew
u know what is going to happen
all of those years you sifercated me
all those years you had my winds broken so i couldnt fly
i see the scaredness in your eyes
u know what is going to happen
in a few second i am going to get my revenge


these few poems are really once i haev rote they are not the good oneces beacuse i dont feel liek getting the paper they are on and getting what they accually say but when i feel liek it i will do it



.....CHA IN #2 i think.....
i look up from my abis
i see the sky
it is faint
i am sifercating
i can move for i am chained
and it seems noone wants to help me
the chains never grow longer
they only get shorter
nooen tryes to help me
they laugh and look at me
pulling the chians shorter and tighter
i look at the sky
i cry
only making my abis bigger
my wings are broken
i cant fly
i can only wallow in my sorror
i will nevr will be helped
i will only be hated and unwanted

i am sitting here at teh bottom the abis
i look at the sky
i cry only mkaing the abis bigger
i look at the sky again
i feel somthing in my stomache
it is rage
i want to fly agian
i am want to be free
i strugle to swim to the top
but everyone oulls me down laughing at me and saying that i am nothing
my wings are no longer white the are black
i say
u have woken the demon in me
my eyes turn red
i try to brake my chains but u agian pull me down
my rists start to bleed
u are making the chains tighter
i elkt out a scream
but it is as if it is left unheard
it is left unwanted
i stay at the bottom the the abis
i put my head down
holdnig my breath
i wonder how much longer cnai hold my breath
i am going to sufercate down here
soonor or later i am going to have to breth agian but when
when will i be able to beath
when will i fly agian
is there nayone out theere that loves me
i get pulled lower and lower
i see the sky fade
i am so low now i cant even see the sky
it is not on sight
and all i an do it wallow in my sorrow
i can only end up dieng
with no happines
with no love
wiht nothing


.....hap pines...
happines is nothing but a word to me
there is no happinedd within me
i only have sadness

....love...what is this love people talk about
i have nevr felt love
i never will
idont want to
all isee is people take it back
and end up huting the other perosn
i dont want love
i dont want it becuse it will only hurt me even more


just for fun i make my eyes tell how i feel
blue:sad
black:pi ssed off
White:super sad and dont know waht to do
puruple:im feeling pplayful
normal:im feeling normal

when i look in the mirror, i see a disturbed girl, i see a girl that jsut wants to be loved, i see a girl that seeks deep revenge, i see a girl that jsut wants someon to understand her pain, tell me waht do u see when u look in the mirror?