-nick name VampiRa
-animE Otaku
-makhuliT
-pasawaY
-friEndlY
-mYsteriOUs tyPE
-CandY anD chOcoLatE LOver
In my life I never tried to empress someone for them
To like me coz when I do, I will have to kip that image
For the rest of my life and it's hard to pretend to be
Somebody else... I may not be that close to perfection
Like other people do but who cares? It's not them whom
I like for anyway... What matters that I know myself
And I know how I look like inside out and am worth it
This is me, as what they say... If you cant handle my worst,
Then you don't deserve my best
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When somebody did something wrong to you!
And its really drove you freaking mad
Don't do the same to them, instead
Kill them with kindness co'z
Guilty feelings are always
NASTIER REVENGES.

I'm beginning to bring back my real self. I've done it by solving those problems that considered to be the hindrance in achieving my real self. After that I will continue to live as if nothing happen to me. Live like I never did something wrong or never did something good. Also live like I never know any people around me and live as if I was new again. These is the real me and even though how many things I've done in this world nothing will change. Smile when I see people smile and greet if someone greet. Keep lying to myself in order to live in a normal life. I will continue to live and find something that will make me interested. I was never been a happy person, only those people who are special to me will make me happy and lively but still I end-up living alone. A temporary happiness that will never be a permanent one. I hope to find someone that will make me really happy and make this feeling an eternal happiness.