Josiah Bhola Hillaire (The Jiu-Jitsu Heel)

I'm back in martial arts again after being away for TWENTY ONE years. I'm on a mission to work on healing from my abusive past, work on my mental health, beat depression and one day roll with my hero #giannigrippo. This channel is about BJJ and martial arts. This channel is about healing. This channel will document my martial arts comeback. I'll make mistakes along the way, but I want to be a better human being and a better version of myself. I'm only sharing BJJ rolls and fights for EDUCATIONAL purposes only. I'm working on healing my mental health issues. I will meet my hero #giannigrippo one day when I'm in a better mental state of mind and thank him for inspiring me. I'll document my rolls and talk about my battles with depression, mental health, and other things. I'm going to share some unreleased poems I wrote many years ago as a way for me to finally heal and speak the things I wasn't allowed to say. Gianni Grippo is a part of this journey with me and I WILL ALWAYS love him.