Between Blue and Green.

I'm a middle-aged woman in my 50s, "Between Blue and Green."
I can no longer move like I did when I was younger, I think about the future after I turn 50, I try to become interested in recent things but it takes me a long time to understand them, I used to be able to do these things easily but now I can't do them anymore, and so on, and I feel both depressed and happy.
I make videos about these days.
Your support would be a great encouragement.